SO I went to New York yesterday to visit my brother who goes to school in Brooklyn. It was a really fun time minus all the food I ate. I tried to stay on track and I think I did pretty well. I skipped breakfast and for lunch I had an Asian chicken salad and a diet coke. Then we walked all over the city until dinner where I had pasta in vodka sauce. I wanted to get another salad but my mom wouldn't let me. Apparently when you are in Little Italy you aren't allowed to just get a salad. But while my mom and brother were slopping up dessert I just had coffee. I felt so strong saying no to the dessert. Then on the way back we stopped at a bakery to bring stuff back to my dad and sister and I stayed strong and didn't get anything. I weighed myself this morning and I didn't gain which is good but I didn't lose either. I am at 195. Im so frustrated. So far to today I have had 2 nutrigrain bars. I am not going to eat anything until I go to the movies with my sister. I will get a diet soda there and then when we go to Chick-a-fila I will get a salad. No dressing. I am serious I need to get down to 185 by the end of this month.
Tomorrow I am going to fast all day and then go to the gym. My plan for the week gym wise is to go everyday for at least 1 hour. I am disgusting to look at. I am so embarrassed by myself. UGGGG
Good to hear you had a fun time in new york :)
ReplyDeleteAt least you didn't gain, just keep focus and you can do it :)
stay lovely,
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Don't be down on yourself girl. You are working at it, and it sounds like you are doing well. It is hard, but you can do it!
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