So today started off really good. I had a coffee for breakfast diet coke for lunch. Figured what the hey I will just keep it up and fast for the day.. but no... had to come home and stuff my fat ass face with shit. Binged on about 500 calories... pissed off at myself. Why can't i control myself anymore??
Anyway I am heading to the gym need to work off those calories and I also took some lax on my way home from work so hopefully I will have eliminated the shit out of my body before I go to sleep tonight...
Update: just got back from the gym. It was a great workout!! My lax's kicked in finally!! I just weighed weighed myself and i am at 196.4!!! Seriously am I that close to goal weight #1 already???? That gives me more motivation to not eat for the rest of the night...
Alright well I think I am just going to try and keep myself busy...hmm maybe I will go back to working on my crocheting... or maybe I will start my new book....
Remember: Nothing tastes as good as thin feels!
Update: just got back from the gym. It was a great workout!! My lax's kicked in finally!! I just weighed weighed myself and i am at 196.4!!! Seriously am I that close to goal weight #1 already???? That gives me more motivation to not eat for the rest of the night...
Alright well I think I am just going to try and keep myself busy...hmm maybe I will go back to working on my crocheting... or maybe I will start my new book....
Remember: Nothing tastes as good as thin feels!
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