Of course it's hard. If it was easy then everybody would do it. Its the hard that makes it great.

I wanted to thank you all for giving me the inspiration I needed yesterday to get off my fat ass and go to the gym. I was totally not feeling motivated to go work out but then I came on here and read the blogs and then felt like I needed to go workout because otherwise I would be letting you down. I woke up this morning and when the scale said 194 that made me feel so great. I am still below GW #1, and now i only have 9 more lbs to go to GW #2.

And I also went out on Tuesday night. I had a great time. I went out with a co-worker and her friends and I had a lot of fun. I even drank and came home and didn't get into any trouble!!! Woot woot.. If you knew my mom you would be excited too!! And it took my mind off of the boy.... I still can't believe he was such a jackass but hey whatever! I am moving onto better things!!